I give love a bad name.

Onsdag och sista arbetsdagen för veckan! känns fruktansvärt bra måste jag säga. Känns näst intill onödigt att jobba när det är så lite att göra denna månaden! Imorgon ska jag träffa Belinda, en gammal lirare sen barndommen som bott uppe i Borlänge ett tag, vi har inte träffats på kanske två år nu. Så blir nog en sväng ut i vimlet framåt kvällningen. Jag känner mig allmänt deppig nu förtiden. Alla frågar vad det är med mig men jag vet inte. Är väl mörkret som gör det. Har varit och fikat med Louise nu, som fyller år på fredag! Då blir det fira henne med storkalas!

DAGENS TANKE

Let me tell you what's on my mind.

This little game we play, breaks a lot of hearts. And maybe your ace can't help you this time. You ask me why, but there are always those with a better hand.
You think your game is honest, but it's just as bad as all the other games on the market. You play it this game, like it's your life. And sooner or later, it also will be. But you can't gamble your way through life though. And at one point you will realise, just like I did. When you are game over, no more ace to play.
That point will be when you lost everything. When your game played you back.
But what if life is nothing but a game? Cause sometimes you play with higher stakes than you can afford, and you lose more than you had. Everything in your life becomes a part of the game, you compare people and their worth in cards. But you know, it's not always the best cards than gives you the pot. You need to understand that the cards you threw away could've been the cards that would give you the biggest pot you could ever dream of. And lets say that life is this poker game, you have to gamble!
Not all the time, but sometimes for the cards that talks to you. You know what I mean? When you get a good feeling about a hand even though it's 2-7. All in! No fold, no check. To win big, you sometimes have to gamble. But you gotta know when to stop, before you lose what you won and before you get back to where you started. Cause once you lost it, you will never get it back. And even if you do, it won't be with the same joy you had the first time. So when you sit at the table, with a pocket of aces, will you play em'? Or remeber what I told you? I'm sitting right across the table, waiting for your move. I will take you down, I will make you lose everything, just like I did when you threw your cards away the first time, I was that 2-7 on your hand. But at that game, I would've given you the pot. But you were to scared to gamble that time. So will you do that now? I guess you will. But this time, it's my turn. Cause the best hand is no longer the one that you have.